Its drawing nearer..I can't help but think about it day and night, can't help but feel really regretful for not trying harder in the past. If I even put in any effort at all, I won't understand why I was like that.


But then again, its no use thinking about it and I somehow have a feeling what I think is best for me isn't really what's best for me. 就顺其自然吧. At the same time I'd still be hoping for the best. Damn they should just tell us the date of release now.


At least I did loads of meaningful and interesting stuff today :] More about those tmr ^_^